Big Girl Jobs & Burn Out
After spending almost every day over the last 6 months capturing magical moments, I’m reaching a point of burnout. Some days, I’m on top of the world and want to hold a camera forever; others, the physical demands overtake my body, and the repetition of each conversation becomes draining. Nonetheless, I should want to do this forever, right? I mean, I do get to work at the Happiest Place on Earth! Although the perks are pretty awesome, that doesn’t mean that they’re meant to last forever.
When looking back at my previous job history, I’ve noticed that around six months in, I start to lose passion for the job itself. It becomes mundane and simply just a thing I “have to do.” In the past, I think this mindset shift has led to a path of self-sabotage - where I am convinced the position either no longer serves me, or isn’t fulfilling enough. Thus, the crossroads I’m currently facing.
In this big, blue world we live in, it’s unrealistic to think we can just move from job to job instantly, especially when the job market doesn’t allow it. That being said, how do you know when it’s time to move on? Does losing interest in your current position dictate what comes next?
A part of me feels that disliking a job after so many months simply means that something better must be on the way. Although I’d like to believe that every time, I think a part of cycling through positions comes with the experience of learning more about my interests in my 20s, and figuring it out from there. Throughout my experience working for the mouse, I’ve kept track of what I like, love, and wouldn’t prefer in my work environment. When working for such a profound and dominant company, it’s easy to see everything through rose-tinted glasses. Knowing my values and who I am as a person, I prefer to make a greater impact on the world in a more personal way. Reflecting on the career components of my time here has allowed me to think about what types of paths align closer to what kind of environment I’d like to submerge myself in.
All this being said, as I’ve grown into working “big girl” jobs, it’s easy to see how humans get burnt out very easily. No matter your occupation, there are always going to be parts of your day that feel slow or repetitive; however, as humans, we’re built to continuously challenge our minds and bodies. Sometimes, it feels like jobs seem to lack that sort of stimulation. So, maybe trying out different jobs isn’t always the most logical or reliable option, but it might be the best for you and your situation.
As of two weeks ago, I made the difficult decision not to extend my Disney College Program experience. Although I’ve formed meaningful connections and acquired skills in both photography and hospitality, I ultimately have chosen to move in a different direction with the next chapter of my life. What that chapter holds, I’m unsure, but eager to indulge in new opportunities. But don’t worry, you’ll be a part of it every step of the way!
